so like i feel like venting bout my past relationships. why? because i want too. read one of these random people blogs and got the idea from them so yeah .. lets start from the top shall we? mk here goes.. OH AND if you read this and get offended tough cookie this blog is gunna be full of honesty.
Chris - dated him in 8th grade for 2 months. he was my neighbor but moved like 1 yr after we broke up - he was white like me and like 4 inches taller then me not ghetto but little preppy. looked good as fuck and had me happy in the bedroom =] he was 25 living with his mom lmao. but whatever AGE AINT NOTHING BUT A NUMBER! anyways he got me into coke and i had to drop out of 8th grade and be homeschooled cuz my mom gave me a little stay at home intervention - she didnt know i was doing it with him or fuckin with him she just knew i was doing coke so thank god she saved me. Why we broke up? The coke thing and he use to hit me. Yeah as in punch me and push me around - i blame the drugs but i took that shit for like 2 weeks of our relationship and thought like oh i couldnt get any better and it was my 1st REAL bf so i wanted to stay with him...but after i saw myself going down with his issues i got out and thank god and my mama i did. We spoke once after i broke up - he was tryna fuck but i wasnt having it . He moved to viriginia.
Que - my 1st black boyfriend. he was together 1 month - he was 17 i was 16 ina half. he was real fine! he had long twists and was like 5'9 while i was like 5'6 lol and he his thingy was like 8 inches lmao loves it! why we broke up? he chose religion and changed himself cuz he didnt wanna do it with guys anymore . which is understanding but sometimes i see him cuz he works at the movies and yeah i say hi and thats about it . lol he was jamaician too . mmmmmmm!
Aaron - i dont even consider aaron a bf simply because it only lasted 1 week cuz he was a player and was too fckin conceited - he wasnt even THAT FINE! dont you hate that? when the non-fine ones still conceited like wtf? stfu. all i heard was ME ME ME and OMG LOOK AT HOW I LOOK - couldnt take it..that was summer before 10th grade.
Albert - we didnt officially date but we phone boned and tlkd for like 3 months? and was suppose to meet but we never did - we still talk to this day but on a friend level hes cool tho.
Alex - oh lord. well most of you bloggers remember my shit with alex? mhmm well even tho i havent seen him - it was still something. Yall should remember his pictures and shit and how rocky our relationship was - we had ups and downs - he was always busy and always working or so he says..didnt know if that was true. Um we broke up in may of 07 - i did it over a myspace bulletin lol and after tryed to take it back but then i grew past alex. And he grew to like my bestfriend reese and from what i know or heard something went down there which is fine with me and then i heard he fcks wit trevor who i use to be cool with - but now we cool again i guess..anyways idk who alex fucks with now a days from my knowledge hes single nd living it up since hes 21 but yeah its whatever cuz what me & alex had was between us and we knew what the deal was. Gotta have love for him specially cuz ppl would laugh at me and accuse him of being fake..but yeah ive known alex bout 1 ina half yr now - and he & I are still cool. Hes probly the only guy i got comfortable with over the e-net . I remember he found me on crushspot telling me he liked my name lmao . oh god.
Kavar - smh. this muthafcka. we dated for 2 weeks - fckd around and on the day we met we ended it AFTER he got some . all cuz i was chubby. how fuckin shallow? and he knew cuz i sent him pics but he just wanted some ass. but didnt get it - all he got was head and that was it. hes a fckn idiot and all he was good for was i found fernando from his myspace..cuz he is fernandos ex too.
Fernando - ugh my baby. found him from kavars friend list and we talked for 4 months before we made it official. we dated 3 months and still arent broken up cuz hes locked up. I miss his ass EVERYDAY! and still think of him non-stop. I miss the drives we did and the times we spent in our hotel erry weekend. He was GREAT in bed and so funny - yes we fought every now and then but that was my baby. Ive tryed talkin to other guys and going to gay clubs since hes been locked up but i just want him but i know i cant have him. Hes been convicted and now hows he gunna get a job? I cant support BOTH OF US the rest of my life - and we had plans he would of gone to rehab for 3 months hopefully got better with his drugs and moved and started a fresh life with me in tampa but then his bad past caught up with him and got him and yeah i almost did get arrested but ima ride or die bitch fuck those cops. Honestly all my friends and family say OH HE USED ME AND DIDNT LOVE YOU - i dont beileve that. SOME i do but most of it i dont. He looked me in the eye and would cry next to me telling me how much he loved me and when we would be in public he would defend me if some1 tryed me. Yes i did catch him in the 1st week tlkin to KAVAR again but me nd kavar settled that and i ended up fist fighting 1 of his ex's who sent fernando a txt tlkin bout lets fuck but me nd fernando both fought him so its all good. Thats my baby and i wish i could visit him but im too nervous and scared and its gunna hurt worse - i just gotta try and get over him. but he still has my heart. so im still semi-taken. I gotta write him a letter tho to end it - cant do it in person..it will kill him . and im hopeing he understands why im doing it. but yeah..
thats my past of guys. great eh? you can comment if you want - just felt like shareing this with my fellow bloggers. mk im done . laterrr!
Chris - dated him in 8th grade for 2 months. he was my neighbor but moved like 1 yr after we broke up - he was white like me and like 4 inches taller then me not ghetto but little preppy. looked good as fuck and had me happy in the bedroom =] he was 25 living with his mom lmao. but whatever AGE AINT NOTHING BUT A NUMBER! anyways he got me into coke and i had to drop out of 8th grade and be homeschooled cuz my mom gave me a little stay at home intervention - she didnt know i was doing it with him or fuckin with him she just knew i was doing coke so thank god she saved me. Why we broke up? The coke thing and he use to hit me. Yeah as in punch me and push me around - i blame the drugs but i took that shit for like 2 weeks of our relationship and thought like oh i couldnt get any better and it was my 1st REAL bf so i wanted to stay with him...but after i saw myself going down with his issues i got out and thank god and my mama i did. We spoke once after i broke up - he was tryna fuck but i wasnt having it . He moved to viriginia.
Que - my 1st black boyfriend. he was together 1 month - he was 17 i was 16 ina half. he was real fine! he had long twists and was like 5'9 while i was like 5'6 lol and he his thingy was like 8 inches lmao loves it! why we broke up? he chose religion and changed himself cuz he didnt wanna do it with guys anymore . which is understanding but sometimes i see him cuz he works at the movies and yeah i say hi and thats about it . lol he was jamaician too . mmmmmmm!
Aaron - i dont even consider aaron a bf simply because it only lasted 1 week cuz he was a player and was too fckin conceited - he wasnt even THAT FINE! dont you hate that? when the non-fine ones still conceited like wtf? stfu. all i heard was ME ME ME and OMG LOOK AT HOW I LOOK - couldnt take it..that was summer before 10th grade.
Albert - we didnt officially date but we phone boned and tlkd for like 3 months? and was suppose to meet but we never did - we still talk to this day but on a friend level hes cool tho.
Alex - oh lord. well most of you bloggers remember my shit with alex? mhmm well even tho i havent seen him - it was still something. Yall should remember his pictures and shit and how rocky our relationship was - we had ups and downs - he was always busy and always working or so he says..didnt know if that was true. Um we broke up in may of 07 - i did it over a myspace bulletin lol and after tryed to take it back but then i grew past alex. And he grew to like my bestfriend reese and from what i know or heard something went down there which is fine with me and then i heard he fcks wit trevor who i use to be cool with - but now we cool again i guess..anyways idk who alex fucks with now a days from my knowledge hes single nd living it up since hes 21 but yeah its whatever cuz what me & alex had was between us and we knew what the deal was. Gotta have love for him specially cuz ppl would laugh at me and accuse him of being fake..but yeah ive known alex bout 1 ina half yr now - and he & I are still cool. Hes probly the only guy i got comfortable with over the e-net . I remember he found me on crushspot telling me he liked my name lmao . oh god.
Kavar - smh. this muthafcka. we dated for 2 weeks - fckd around and on the day we met we ended it AFTER he got some . all cuz i was chubby. how fuckin shallow? and he knew cuz i sent him pics but he just wanted some ass. but didnt get it - all he got was head and that was it. hes a fckn idiot and all he was good for was i found fernando from his myspace..cuz he is fernandos ex too.
Fernando - ugh my baby. found him from kavars friend list and we talked for 4 months before we made it official. we dated 3 months and still arent broken up cuz hes locked up. I miss his ass EVERYDAY! and still think of him non-stop. I miss the drives we did and the times we spent in our hotel erry weekend. He was GREAT in bed and so funny - yes we fought every now and then but that was my baby. Ive tryed talkin to other guys and going to gay clubs since hes been locked up but i just want him but i know i cant have him. Hes been convicted and now hows he gunna get a job? I cant support BOTH OF US the rest of my life - and we had plans he would of gone to rehab for 3 months hopefully got better with his drugs and moved and started a fresh life with me in tampa but then his bad past caught up with him and got him and yeah i almost did get arrested but ima ride or die bitch fuck those cops. Honestly all my friends and family say OH HE USED ME AND DIDNT LOVE YOU - i dont beileve that. SOME i do but most of it i dont. He looked me in the eye and would cry next to me telling me how much he loved me and when we would be in public he would defend me if some1 tryed me. Yes i did catch him in the 1st week tlkin to KAVAR again but me nd kavar settled that and i ended up fist fighting 1 of his ex's who sent fernando a txt tlkin bout lets fuck but me nd fernando both fought him so its all good. Thats my baby and i wish i could visit him but im too nervous and scared and its gunna hurt worse - i just gotta try and get over him. but he still has my heart. so im still semi-taken. I gotta write him a letter tho to end it - cant do it in person..it will kill him . and im hopeing he understands why im doing it. but yeah..
thats my past of guys. great eh? you can comment if you want - just felt like shareing this with my fellow bloggers. mk im done . laterrr!
