well its been a week since ive updated lol but yeah same shit different day. im really excited for thanksgiving yo! im wanting to pig out! lmao the diet! which ima look online for a new one cuz while my boo is in rehab ima be focusing on getting a damn job and dieting and school. i really wanna start saving for an apartment so i can move out because i hate living at home now - like seriously it drives me nuts now which is sad. i just want a 1 bedroom 1 bathroom apartment ina little area .. and hopefully with obama as president rent and things will go cheaper! so its POSSIBLE because right now its IMPOSSIBLE for me too live on my own lol. sheesh "/
well today me and my boo had a HUGE! fight. all cuz of my insercurities . ugh its sad that i dont trust him fully yet cuz my mama always taught me DONT TRUST ANYONE! and it just seems like hes the type to cheat! but then again can i be wrong? but yeah so i said somethin basically sayin hes fckin around so he got slick and said "oh i might not text back cuz i might be with some1 else" so i said "well ima nap anyways and dream of a real man to take care of me" and that hit a nerve and really hurt his feelings he started textin in all caps cussin nd then he is like thats it im done we over im not gunna stress this ive never cheated and never would -my mom raised me better then that etc and he called me and i was denyin him and he left a voicemail like u better fuckin call me tonight! or else ima go out of control and not go to fckn rehab etc nd he was txtin me .. enjoy ur nap i love u i really do and want u to beileve me so ima go cry and take a nap and all sad messages..
so i called him and he was all like sad nd sounded like he was gunna cry like ALL CHOKED UP so we apologized to one another cuz he got like 1 week left before he goes to rehab for 2 months - and i dont wanna fight with him . thats my boo and this weekend we gettin a hotel for the last time and hes sleeping over tomrrow and thursday =] im proud of what hes doin for me and his mom and himself! we gunna write eachother and he will call me erry other day he said so yeah . i know ima cry this weekend tho cuz ive been with him for like 1 month ina half and chillen with him like every day and with him gone its like =[ sad . but yeah ima cut it off here . new playlist! all the songs on it are songs im really feelin or what im going threw so yeah . comments are good =] oh and i got my report card . 4 A's 1 B and 1 C bitches womp womp! hell yeah im back on track . haha mk deuces.
well today me and my boo had a HUGE! fight. all cuz of my insercurities . ugh its sad that i dont trust him fully yet cuz my mama always taught me DONT TRUST ANYONE! and it just seems like hes the type to cheat! but then again can i be wrong? but yeah so i said somethin basically sayin hes fckin around so he got slick and said "oh i might not text back cuz i might be with some1 else" so i said "well ima nap anyways and dream of a real man to take care of me" and that hit a nerve and really hurt his feelings he started textin in all caps cussin nd then he is like thats it im done we over im not gunna stress this ive never cheated and never would -my mom raised me better then that etc and he called me and i was denyin him and he left a voicemail like u better fuckin call me tonight! or else ima go out of control and not go to fckn rehab etc nd he was txtin me .. enjoy ur nap i love u i really do and want u to beileve me so ima go cry and take a nap and all sad messages..
so i called him and he was all like sad nd sounded like he was gunna cry like ALL CHOKED UP so we apologized to one another cuz he got like 1 week left before he goes to rehab for 2 months - and i dont wanna fight with him . thats my boo and this weekend we gettin a hotel for the last time and hes sleeping over tomrrow and thursday =] im proud of what hes doin for me and his mom and himself! we gunna write eachother and he will call me erry other day he said so yeah . i know ima cry this weekend tho cuz ive been with him for like 1 month ina half and chillen with him like every day and with him gone its like =[ sad . but yeah ima cut it off here . new playlist! all the songs on it are songs im really feelin or what im going threw so yeah . comments are good =] oh and i got my report card . 4 A's 1 B and 1 C bitches womp womp! hell yeah im back on track . haha mk deuces.
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the one thing you don't wanna do is accuse an innocent man..trust me i know and its not worth it in the end =[
i'm glad you're happy with your dude.
him going to rehab will be hard on y'all but it'll work out in the end.
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