January 02, 2009

- eh eh..nothing else i can say.

so like new years was okay? my bestie came up and spent the night and we went to my friends BBQ new yrs party - everybody was smokin weed,snortin coke and drinking. me and lauren were just drinking. it was cold as fuck last night too but whatev . woot 2009! ugh fck its gunna be a bad yr cuz like its gunna take probly a year for obama to clean up bush's mess so yeah waitin for 2010! for the economy to get better! but this year i gotta lose my weight specially before tampa in may and graduation! ugh! so got like 5 months! gotta start back on dieting cuz ive been slackin for 2 weeks and hit the gym! but its so hard with this pooch venus. I ALSO! need uh fckin job! like really really really bad. prostitution IS a fckn option i swear to god man. gotta start saving and cutting back on my shit to save up for tampa because i wanna go up stacked! so tomrrow ima go out looking for a job . fuck it yo ugh.

fernando still in jail blah whatev. um im going to the britney spears and pussycat dolls concert on march 8th with my bestie lauren and our bitch candra hope it will be bomb - i know brit gunna be lippin but whatev hopefully she kills her performance! her album CIRCUS is like bomb as fck. took me like twice too listen to the WHOLE THING and i actually went out and copped one! lmao seriously. so if you aint listen either go cop one of DL it . bitch is on point!

but yeah hopefully when i move to tampa in may i get to start over and meet new people..the thing that DOES suck is im gunna be living with my bestie lauren ina 1 BEDROOM til sept. cuz thats when her lease is up so ugh! idk how we gunna do it but whatever love that bitch and im anxious to live with her - ima miss my mama tho and my REAL home..but my mom wants me away from here so yeah like before she was agaisnt me moving but now that i wanna go to college and move on passed fernando even tho i still love him and think of him - I GOT TO move past him...hes gone to jail and wont be able to get a job - i cant handle that. but yeah ima cut it here . kinda long lmao . comments would be nice - if not whatev..its for me to vent . laterrrr

oh yeah i got my nose pierced and it didnt hurt . SO FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO SAID IT WOULD but yeah woot go me . mkbye

ne

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